That Feeling

I am searching for that feeling
That I felt that one day, someday
I can't pinpoint the sensation exactly
But it's got my mind reeling
Searching, hunting for that feeling
A pocket of brushes with rushes
Happiness, sadness, just plain madness
Like a hidden treasure with no map
Thick emotions soaked through with sap
Still looking, still wandering
The savannas of muddled memories
Childhood innocence, to teenage awakening
On the everlasting quest of self exploration
To pinpoint that familiar foolish feeling
That I know lies somewhere up there
I just can't remember exactly where