Fool's Song

I have loved you completely
almost foolishly, but unregrettably
unforgettably, untarnished, untouched
pure, and prime

But

I have also been a fool
unwise, ungrateful, unaware
of the pain I may have caused you
and the damage it has done

But

I am aware, and awake
understanding, and headstrong
that these mistakes can be adjusted
and realigned to the path we once shared

And

I am fighting, I am asking, I am awake
I am scribbling pen to paper
to find the answers
hoping they lead me back to you